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Day 95: describe the weather occurring right now.
Today is our last summer day, and it seems like the heavens know it. The sun is shining as strong as it has been this past week, but the wind and the feel are completely different. Colder currents are coming in from the sea and cooling everything down, taking away the unbearable heat and humidity we have suffered these past weeks. The rays of sunshine are fighting their way through the sparce clouds, wanting to shine bright for a last time before rain takes over for autumn. It is a wonderfully beautiful day.
but i look at you.
i look at you, and god,
constellations are bursting,
fires are dying,
silence is deafening,
the whole damn world is terrifying - - -
— — and im falling, god, i’m falling,
i’m falling in love with you.
Day 94: do you keep your thoughts to yourself.
I do, I always have, I probably always will. There is a kind of safety and self-knowledge that comes with keeping one’s thoughts for oneself. I am the owner of what I think, I am the master of what I decide to do with it.